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Happiness Through Wrist​-​Slitting

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Black rain clouds settling in. My life in a permanent sadness. I'm screaming for someone to save me before I end myself. I didn't choose this life of misery and woe. Unloved by everyone I wish I could be with. The flame in my hearts died out. My wrists are bleeding out because the point has come where I just can't take it. Black rain falling, dark clouds thundering. My funeral will be empty. My life was so empty. Here lies nameless, may they be forgotten.
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Numbered days, sunshine rays, hopeless. I have lost everything inside of me. I'm dead inside. Staring at the moon wondering what I've done to deserve this. I could make somebody so happy if I wasn't a wreck. (Let's go!) Fighting to find the will to live even though I have no one to live for, nothing to stand for. Broken down like a whore. I can't survive like this, a burden on everyone's life. And I'm a hurricane of self-destruction, a tornado to everyone around me. I love you enough to stay away and I hate myself enough to stop today.
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Teddy bear, cuddle me to sleep. Caressing the scars on your skin. I love you for everything you are, no matter how much you hate yourself. You warm me like nothing else can and yet you yourself are cold. I spend the nights embracing your inflicted self-disfigurement. But I know deep down you love me, even if you've scarred me too. Matching stitches. We need each other because we're falling apart. Everything is coming undone baby, like we're two teddy bears.
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Dead, bleeding out in the bathtub. No final words, no goodbyes. Just want out of this world. Maybe now you'll care and if you do I don't wish to haunt you. There's no reason for me to exist. Dead, like Sally never met Jack. Like she died before he loved her back. I feel torn like Edward and Kim and now scissors slide across my skin. Like Sally never met Jack. Like she died before he loved her back.
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I know that you're a fucking fake. All I did was give and all you ever did was take. You are the scum of the Earth but I can't help but love you. Taking pleasure in my misery when I wouldn't ever want to see you hurt. You're a liar. You're a virus, killing me when I can't let go. You could call my life a tragedy but to have known you was my will to live.
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Dreaming, sleep away the pain. Hope that one day they'll come true. Hope that one day they'll love you too but deep down you know they won't. It's like an arrow in my heart when I see you. It'd be glory to hear you speak my name. I'm gone now into a world of fantasy with the person I'm meant to be with. Constant nighttime and no regrets. Not a worry to be had here. As peaceful as floating with the stars. If only any of it were real. Heaven, if only it were real.
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Constantly on the verge of shattering into 1,000 pieces. Misery. Emptiness. Sorrow. Heartbreak. Sadness. Despair. Loneliness. Depression. Crushed by fate, it's too late. I regret everything. Worthlessness. Agony. Anguish. Guilty.

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Originally released in 2016, new artwork and EQ’s updated in 2023. Original version still on YouTube.

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released July 5, 2016

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MySpace angst meets electronic Grindcore.

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