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intro :3
00:26
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2. |
the nightmare begins
01:54
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Forever searching
I tried to find myself in you
Trying to save us
has only left me black and blue
So now I’m permanently changed
now that we have become estranged
When you left, there were hardly any words spoken
Dead inside from now on, all I had left is since broken
I have reached new depths of numb
I am done
And since you have gone
there’s less right than wrong
So now I’m permanently changed
now that we have become estranged
Forever searching
I tried to find myself in you
Trying to save us
has only left me black and blue
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3. |
hamstergeddon
01:59
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The best day of my life
will come when it’s my last
I can’t escape
all the pain of my past
My heart is torn up and scarred
When did it all become this hard?
I think I might be in danger
I don’t know when I became a stranger
Moving forward through the wreckage that is my life
I just want to rest, I pray there is no afterlife
The best day of my life
will come when it’s my last
I can’t escape
all the pain of my past
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I feel it coming
That harsh dread of anxiety
swelling up inside me
Ready to unleash on my mind
I just want to sleep but I can’t help but overthink
Suicidal ideations, I am on the brink
Why is it so scary to be alone?
What I’d give to hear the ring of my phone
But instead I’m trapped within all my thoughts
Heart is beating louder than a gunshot
I feel it coming
That harsh dread of anxiety
swelling up inside me
Ready to unleash on my mind
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5. |
mysterious mysteries
01:23
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What are the chances
that anyone will ever know
I was ever even here?
When the end comes to my show
Another missing chapter of the world’s longest journal
Don’t think I’ll be missed but maybe that’s all just internal
Another missing chapter of the world’s longest journal
Don’t think I’ll be missed but maybe that’s all just internal
I feel the fire
burning desire
to give it up and end it all, time to retire
Blood pouring
Who is mourning?
Another missing chapter of the world’s longest journal
Don’t think I’ll be missed but maybe that’s all just internal
Issues I have are eating me inside
Some days I feel like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
What are the chances
that anyone will ever know
I was ever even here?
When the end comes to my show
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6. |
the girl who cried gnome
01:45
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I knew a girl who’s father never let her live
If she tried to, he could snap her like a twig
There was no one to save her
No friends, her life was a blur
of misery and anger
abuse and constant danger
One day after school she went to the park to hide
Little did she know this would be the day she would die
She got home and was beaten worse than ever before
Her dad ripped out her hair and put 7 holes in her door
This was the last time that she could handle the pain
Ending her life was the only way to break the chains
So she got ahold of a kitchen knife
took it to her wrists and began to slice
Blood pouring, the end of her story
Wrist slashing, sirens are flashing
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7. |
bad, bad rubber piggy
01:51
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Things will keep moving even if you have no guide
A regular loner, looking in from the outside
Move!
I can’t image finding someone like myself
A person just like me who I can count on when I need help
Why is it that I have always been so different
and at the same time am forced into being so considerate?
I can’t speak, I can’t look you in the eyes
Pretending that we get along when we know it’s all lies
I can’t image finding someone like myself
A person just like me who I can count on when I need help
Your excuse when you hurt me
is simply your still learning?
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8. |
megadoomer
01:40
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Look around you, who do you know that’s not depressed?
Everybody’s unhappy and constantly stressed
And yet when asked how you are you’re supposed to say fine
The pain that’s in the air is ours, it isn’t just mine
Existential agony, sometimes I think the world’s ending
Always subconsciously feeling like dooms impending
Can you help me to keep my mind off of things?
Since we aren’t going to confront this morbid scene
Existential agony, sometimes I think the world’s ending
Always subconsciously feeling like dooms impending
Look around you, who do you know that’s not depressed?
Everybody’s unhappy and constantly stressed
And yet when asked how you are you’re supposed to say fine
The pain that’s in the air is ours, it isn’t just mine
Can you help me to keep my mind off of things?
Since we aren’t going to confront this morbid scene
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10. |
outro );
00:57
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*VampireCandy*:/ Las Vegas, Nevada
MySpace angst meets electronic Grindcore.
Rawr! ^_^
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